things that made u happy today

[English Kate]

I do sometimes feel a little left out Monty, It makes me feel like I'm the ugly duckling in the crowd, but I know it's only me being a bit jealous. Funny as I never get that when I'm working, but it happens sometimes on forums. I suppose it is a natural reaction to have and as you said earlier, one needs to learn to not take things too seriously and be happy for friends that are getting a little attention, as I'm sure they enjoy it and deserve it. We all need our egos massaging now and again.

It's being left out I don't like Monty, not being flirted with lol. I don't want to be Billy no mates sat in the corner, want to be in the thick of it and lapping up the attention. (see I told you I was greedy). Anyone would think I was an only child!

This must have been on a page that somehow I missed, I think you are a very sexy lady Kate I really like your pics as well and if you was closer I would be on your doorstep quiet often, I am not a very good flirt

There is no way you are a ugly duckling and I would love to see my sexy wench in red You were definately in my dreams kate especially last night, I cannot say what we got up to as I might blush

Its a shame I weigh more than Monty and that you would prefer to flirt with him
Me jealous of Monty never okay just a little


PS I would never ever leave you out of anything you helped me and elephants alledgedly never forget someone that has been nice to them

Sorry I missed this Kate xxxxxxxxxxx

Thank you Freddo, although it isn't about preferring anyone, it's about not being the centre of attention, which my poor little ego obviously needs. It's not a good personality trait and I am trying to learn to push it back and let my friends enjoy the moment. I guess it just comes down to old fashioned ways and not being used to non monogomous flirting. It sometimes feels a bit 'weird'.

I'm good now though and you are never second best x