things that made u happy today

[English Kate]

lolo the girls don't leave me out, in fact you flirt with me far more than the boys do lol.

I don't mean I feel left out generally. I just wonder sometimes why my sex appeal does not translate on to here. It's like a bit of me must be missing, as I know when I'm with my friends or at a booking its there in full force, but here...

The competitive side of me keeps rearing its ugly head and smacking me on the bum and telling me that I should be up there with lolo and Ann having lots of attention, but I'm not naturally good at complimenting people, so probably don't do anything to deserve it lol.

Had anyone noticed I have an analytic personality???? I must waste half my life trying to understand myself let along other people. No wonder my life seems to be rushing by.