Waving.. not drowning

[TophatMark]

Is no harder for me than it is to the thousands of women who pretty much get "abandoned" to look after their kids, (handicapped or not) normally without any choice in the matter.. I had the choice and for various reasons other than arrogance I thought he would have a better standard of life with me than with his mother. Some things are more difficult (but you get used to them and adapt).. other things - like wondering where he is at night and what he is up to - are easier.. swings and roundabouts