Really quite on Direct Cam

[sultryshelley]

That's exactly what I was thinking today, like why am I worrying so much I have a lot of lump sums of money coming through to get me by those 'bad days'

I guess sometimes, you just need that reassurrence from time to time. I always tell myself to stay positive and if it's quite like you do - Come off and have a break. Yesterday was my worst day ever - I made 50 Credits and I was just like, I need to ask if anyone else is dead like me right now hoping I'm not doing anything wrong or, driving my clients away ha ha!

Thank you so much for the reply, I really do appreciate your time and effort. If you ever need any advice or your quite too just message me. It's always nice to have someone to talk to who is in the same business as it can get lonely as it's not something you speak out about - Well if your being discreet of course.

Brook x

Thank you Brook. I proved my own point last night - it was looking like being a 3rd terrible night in a row and then one of my regulars came into private with me and stayed for over 2 hours :-) Made my twice my whole days target by 3am! Needless to say I am one happy bunny again!

Thank you for the offer to chat too, I agree it is nice to have someone else to talk to in this business. I keep very discreet and only my flatmate and brother know what I do. I hate the not being able to be honest part, especially when other friends and family ask about work!

My flatmate is good to chat with about things on here, but he is male, so sees things from an entirely different perspective. As for my brother, we went to "Go Ape" the other day and he told me I would need to wear boots - should have seen the look on his face when I asked him if thigh high, black pvc ones would be ok! He is fine with what I do, but understandably doesn't want to discuss the in's and out's of it all (no pun intended!)

Shelley x