Found out my girlfriend is an escort...don't know what to do.

[Randomguy993]

I've been with my girlfriend for about 2 years...she's really cool and fun and is a solid 10/10, by far the most attractive and best girlfriend I've ever had. We are both students and so hav'nt had too much money, but have been getting by through my part time job and student loans. About 2 months ago, she started being busy most evenings and explained that she had found a new job at a bar, which I believed. However, I started getting suspicious when I would see money lying about her room in the hundreds, and her phone would be ringing constantly. It sent alarm bells ringing and I pulled her up about it. She instantly broke down, and told me she couldnt keep it from me anymore. A couple of months ago, she signed up with a high class escort agency because she couldnt stand struggling for cash anymore and was falling behind on the bills. She explained that she gets bookings to travel to meet guys, has a meal and a drink with them, then goes to their hotel room for sex. I was devestated and didnt talk to her for days. Its been a tough week, and my head has been all over the place. I really love this girl and I really value her in my life. But I just hate the thought of what she is doing. I'm not naturally jealous...but I really cant cope with knowing what she is doing, knowing that some rich guy is wining, dining and screwing my partner most nights. She told me it is just a job and that it is not really her but a character, like acting, and that she is incredibly careful and selective of who she sees... but I really cant buy it being just a job in the context of being in a serious relationship. Being a stripper or working at hooters is one thing and I would be fine with that to some extent, but this is way too much...guys parading around with my girlfriend in public and then having sex with her.

Idk, I just feel really devastated about losing this wonderful girl in my life and all the memories we have shared...but I just cannot agree with what she does and fail to see it as just a job. It hurts so much thinking about it.

What should I do? Should I give it a chance and see if I can hack it...if I really love her then should I see past it and know that I am the one she loves?