21-07-2011, 23:09
It's a bit like an outer body experience isn't it. You know you are splurging complete rubbish out of your mouth when you speak, but there is nothing you can do to control it and yes I still blush too. Sometimes I feel like a bit of a fraud when that happens, as though I'm trying to give a wrong impression about who I am, as Kate would never do that, but that is the me that wants to be loved I guess.