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[Scot2014]

First post here, thought i would say hi.

I divorced a couple of years back, nothing major just nothing in common anymore. Anyway been dating but never seem to find the all important spark, disappointment after disappointment. I decided to visit an escort from AW locally. Met her at her door was totally nervous. The strangest thing the minute i saw her i thought wow she is lovely, we chatted and i thought got on really well actually strangely felt a connection with her. Lay next to her for over an hour was only supposed to be 30 minutes but she didnt mind. Decided to see her again, only this time it feel even more special, afterwards lay chatting wrapped around each other. Felt so nice to be with her. A few days later i invited her to mine as friends which she did, i made us a nice meal and we watched a few movies. She stayed over and we ended up in bed together. I drove her home the next day sat and had a coffee at hers, i pined for her after i left.

Now my problem is i feel like i have totally fallen for her, i think she likes me too but she doesnt want a relationship. I offered to help her quit and move in with me, offered to support her with training to do something else. I know i havent known her long but from the minute i met her i felt a spark, i havent felt like that in years if ever.