20-02-2012, 20:54
Yeah, thinking through, it's rhetorical. Still had a good time in her company, but now those memories are tainted by the fact that deep down I know she knew she was getting away with not paying me very much attention physically. And escort-clause or not, that's what the time should be about. I was just fooling myself with the friend thing, but maybe it was a way of trying to justify to myself getting a bad service for such a heavy outlay. The problem was I was too nice about it and hoped it would work itself right. WRONG! Shame, I haven't got any bad feelings about her, who can blame her for making the most of a cushy situation where someone pays up regardless, but of course - I'm well disappointed now.
Making up for it this year already by seeing some cracking ladies and having a very uncomplicated and enjoyable time
Making up for it this year already by seeing some cracking ladies and having a very uncomplicated and enjoyable time
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