Have i seen too many escorts?

[JustCallMePaul]

Hi, i was in a relationship for 4yrs and 6yrs but i realised i didn't love them so i had to finish it except the last relationship was a complete nightmare and took me a year to end it! when i eventually did end it i was 100% happy just being single and free and didn't want to meet any girl at all! but three years soon past and i was starting to miss blow jobs and sex a lot but i still didn't want to meet anyone! so there i was stuck in catch 22 when suddenly one evening i don't know how but i landed on adultwork just browsing the net! a few moments later i decided to join and set up my profile and get verified! i searched and browsed using a magnifying class all the escorts in my area! and the same night decided to book the one i chosen for the next night after i sent her an email and she told she would not see anyone without feedback but she soon changed her mind and said book me! so i did! then next night comes i knew she was arriving at 9pm and my nerves where shot at about 8:45pm i just could not believe how easy it was to book a woman just like that for sex and a blow job! i was high with excitement suddenly i looked out of the bedroom window and there she was getting out of a taxi! i couldn't believe what was about to happen i hardly know this woman not even her name and i will be having full on sex with in minutes! this at the time just blew me away! and that's what happened she took all her clothes more or less instantly when she was in the bedroom and that was it! when she left i thought to myself wow that was fantastic! i have to do it again tomorrow! so there i was back on adultwork searching for my next one! simple email she replied arranged 9pm next night! the same thing again! fantastic! when she left! i didn't at the time but now realise i was actually getting addicted to adultwork like a drug worse than gambling because i couldn't get enough of it and decided to book an escort for 5pm and 9pm perfect they both agreed via aw email but stupidly i never put the bookings through! as we agreed to meet at mine via email! i thought nothing of it at the time! i was more interested in seeing them! so the next day comes and after i had seen them both! i just couldn't believe i had just saw two woman in the space of 4 hours for sex! it felt fantastic! the next two days though i had to work away and couldn't wait to get home to book more! i now realise i could have booked local escorts at the hotel i was staying while working away but i choose not to! i soon as i was home as was straight onto adultwork again! but this time i wanted more and confirmed 3 bookings in one day 5pm 7pm 9pm within one week i was addicted to adultwork! and the thrill of having sex with individual woman was immense! i never had sex for 3 years now suddenly i'm having sex 3 times a day with 3 different woman a day! it felt so unreal! i then would choose 2 some days 3 other days and just 1 sometimes! i rarely missed a day without seeing an escort during february and march and then calmed down slightly in april to just 4 or 5 a week! then in may i agreed with an escort to see her twice a week every week which i did for the next 4 months at a reduced cost! though i still was seeing other escorts while seeing this regular escort! in total i know have have seen around 75 individual woman since february and has cost me so far £9400 exactly i know this through checking my bank statements! the one thing i regret is not putting all the bookings through the adultwork booking system! otherwise i would have gained 60-70 positives and 5 negatives instead i have 22 positives and 5 negatives! so far i have loved every minute of it and i have no regrets whatsoever and no plans to stop anytime soon until the day comes that i meet someone when i eventually decide to make the effort and look! so the question here is have i abused or seen to many escorts in such a short space of time! am i addicted? xx

[Nova70]

Are you an addict, well no as most of us would like to have sex every day. If the money your spending is disposable income and your not neglecting or dodging paying for other things then what you spend your money on is your business, I'm sure the time will come when you feel the need to be in a relationship once again but the question is will you be able to put your punting days behind you or will the temptation always be there.