My first time, to nervous to perform HELP

[Ruralpunter]

Don't think that you are unusual, my first time was very similar to yours. I found it impossible to shut my mind off - not a happy state of affairs! You just need to enjoy the moment. I think it is best to try another escort for round two as you may end up trying too hard. Remember also, don't go in with a semi - with a condom it is unlikely to improve things.